* someThIng ThAt I wOnDer*

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I spent my 5 holidays sleeping and eating .I do not know what else

can i do except have a real relax holidays .All i want is time , 

i do not want to do homework , not even attend tuition class. 

I think a pre-u student should prepare for him/herselves .

I do not want to give excuses anymore , 

I should accept what the real world is , 

excuses make me burn out seriously.

Everythone is well-prepared than me .

A few steps i lagged behind them . haiz...regretful @~@

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Only a few knows that i do not have childhood memory,

all i have was sorrow . 

well, i admit i feel protectless , and sensitive to emotion .

I just know that . 

but what can i do not to care about emotions? 

EQ , IQ ...SQ==

HAIZ....

guys always do better than girls all is because they distinguish

very clearly between emotion and mind .

they usually do not get distractted from emotion .

This has put them in a advantage place , 

but how come ...?

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