Everything has gone to memory.

 when I close my eyes ,I think of you 

and the times we had been through, 

even though we are far apart right now .

 I remember back when you were here with me , 

how you've made my world complete .
but now i left alone .

we talk about  love and hope 

wishing we could start a life our own 

i wish that i could live without you .

Why did you tear my heart apart ,

You said you love me from the start .

all those  painful thing you put me through , 

but i'm still loving you .

I 've tried to give my best to you ,

I 'don't deserve the things you do 

everything had gone to memories ,

i just wish i knew the truth behind the lies.

时间 ，过去了。
我做了一个让自己后悔的决定.

这次错的很离谱，
如果我知道这会让彼此从此失去联络，依靠，
我就不会做如此的决定．

对不起，
没有用了．
我知道，
我的错，我会改．
请你不要看小我．

不过，
希望你以后会幸福．
我误了你的时间，
误了你的决定，
请你接受我的道歉让你做错决定．

从此，　当你没认识过我吧．
忘记给你伤痛的人吧

~*~


课业好繁重，背得我好痛．
从今以后，　我的考试再也没有人为我加油了．
我的心里真的空空的．
心理的寄托也消失了．

所以，　好空，好痛．
不可否认，
我不曾后悔把你住进心里，
但我后悔告诉你．


我的课业，
我的缺点，
 在未来的日子里，
如果有机会相遇，
你会看见更美的我．

因为，
这是我答应你的．
我一定做得到的．

ps : love , you are far away from me .

❀~人生没有意外.

❀~ 奇迹 的珍贵是, 它来得太突然.

19岁了，我真的19岁了。很奇怪的心情，再多一年的时间，我就很快的20岁了。                                                                                进入 2 字头，有点点怕怕的。  

曾经的我，18岁那年，虽然过得很疯狂，但是没有目标， 没有去向，不知所措的虚度青春。                                                       现在不想这样了， 真得很不想……

有了目标，活得更有意义，更完美。

我没有老， 我只是让身体，心灵休息了一年。这不算是借口吧。 

笑一笑， 没有烦恼。加油了！

                                                                                      

感激遇到你

Second week of schooling .
I had lot of homework need to be done .
everyday has one , i can't finish it in time actually .

fortunately , i had done all by now . ^^

主题 ：感激遇到你

其实我的人生来来回回遇到了很多人，有的人走了，有的人留下了。
也许相处的时间很短，可是有时候就是会学到很多东西。
离开的人使我不舍，每天都在提醒自己，提醒一次，痛一次。
是，没有东西是放不下的。
EVERYONE IS REPLACEABLE, ISN'T?

我已经没有太多的感触了，当你自己试着不要想得太多，
让思绪平静一些，你就会很轻松的过着快乐的日子。

我还是我，多了一份自信。
让我觉得对自己的潜力不用质疑，相信自己才是最重要的。

我的过往发生在另一个人的身上，
他告诉我他很痛苦，
对，
的确很痛。
我能谅解，
有人不会心痛那才有鬼！

不过，看开点，
不要想得太多，
自然就会有释怀、解脱的感觉了。


人总不能一直撑着吧，如果朋友当中有个能让你诉苦、撒娇，
真的会很好。
至少有人听到你，看到你。

今天我的成就就是，睡了5个小时的午觉。
现在凌晨1.30am还精神奕奕 。
哇哈哈哈哈哈。


好啦，学生的生活本来就没什么好写，来来去去就是
书本，功课，温习……睡觉而已。

所以就写到这里吧。

ps : i will miss you ,but not hard .

First Week of Schooling

My parents traveled abroad to Guilin , China for 6 day-five-nights .
I was alone at home for the whole week without parents guidance.
On the forth of January , that was the school day started.My parents and
my loving sister forgot about that severe event .
The night before school-reopened , I was alone at home , nervous
and excited . I went to bed at 10.30pm without any calls from my family members .
How sad am I .... Alone facing such incident ,almost had insomnia .

Well, forgot to tell , I'm an Upper Six student now .
I will sit for STPM end of this year soon.
I do not know about others but I really wanna strive a flying colour for myself .
This year will be the last year I have been wearing school uniform attending class in school.
Perform well and achieve distinction grade , graduate with the confidence of my capability .


The first day in school was easy , followed by busy .
haiz...i slept at 11.30pm after half-finishing my mathematics homework.
Steven told me , homework , studying , sleeping were all symbols of a student life .
No more than that , I know they were my responsibility to do well as a student .
I have chosen to be a form 6 student , I think I don't want to be lotus eater some more .

I will be a more optimist than before .This will be my pinnacle in the rest of my live .

ps : 选择了这路，我就不会让自己有遗憾，不会后悔于这个决定。