-> I have lost my way this year .
Beginning of the year , my SPM just finished . I rested for 3 months and
after getting my SPM result with 7As' , I rested another 3 months .
In 12th May , I was offered into form 6 in SMK GB. Be honest ,
all my close friends knew I was forced to be in form 6 , as I thought it
wastes time . Well , my fate wants me to be like that , and I can't really
get used to the condition . From MGS to GBS , former was a girls' school while
latter was a co-ex school orientation .
Form 6 class started after first week orientation .For the whole half year, I failed the important science subjects , chemistry and physics . As i said , I had not adapted to the environment . I couldn't even concentrate in my class ,
something had distracted me . Well , i don't know what's that actually .
I dislike reading which i loved before . I just wasted my time hanging round in school , online , shopping , watching tv and so forth .The conclusion was I didn't feel to study .Everything gets my attention away , lazy lotus eater .
Now January2012 is approaching , left one week . next week on 4th Jan will be school-reopened. I have done my preparation well, and even my emotion as well as
physical stability.
I went to Singapore on 15 and 16th Nov 2011, let off my anxiety. I went to widen my knowledge . With my own eyes to view the better lifestyle out there than now .
The demands of living were quite high, as Pang's says, stressful place .
My sis wants me to study in Singapore as she's there .But I'm stil thinking
because everything is now an unknown . The result 's of STPM i don't know .
Its not easy for dreaming . I stress myself lot than my parents do.
I wish to be perfect and end up? Messy emotion distraction.
After I came back , everything i will take into consideration.I have to make up my mind as soon as possible and as positive as possible .
I suddenly let go what I hold for a year which I reluctantly gave up . After hang out with gor gor and Jackson they all , I just realised I had just released the burden such way, and i don't know how i feel easy .
Next , I went to Genting with my classmates . I gained knowledge through this trip. Useful indeed .
Then , Christmas came .The happiest time in year .
On Christmas eve , daytime we celebrated Giap's 18th birthday .
Night time we went to Portugis settlement countdown-ing Christmas .
I have to wait for a long time to meet these buddies , as they are now in college.
We were all first time celebrate christmas in portugis settlement .
How nice was it ^^Thanks God , may God bless all of you =) sincerely wish.Happy friendship ^^v
Then come the last week of December, lower 6 now is ended.
ps : something that i know , don't pursue , just listen to your heart then everything will be fine . Happy holiday.
