Everything has gone to memory.

 when I close my eyes ,I think of you 

and the times we had been through, 

even though we are far apart right now .

 I remember back when you were here with me , 

how you've made my world complete .
but now i left alone .

we talk about  love and hope 

wishing we could start a life our own 

i wish that i could live without you .

Why did you tear my heart apart ,

You said you love me from the start .

all those  painful thing you put me through , 

but i'm still loving you .

I 've tried to give my best to you ,

I 'don't deserve the things you do 

everything had gone to memories ,

i just wish i knew the truth behind the lies.

时间 ，过去了。
我做了一个让自己后悔的决定.

这次错的很离谱，
如果我知道这会让彼此从此失去联络，依靠，
我就不会做如此的决定．

对不起，
没有用了．
我知道，
我的错，我会改．
请你不要看小我．

不过，
希望你以后会幸福．
我误了你的时间，
误了你的决定，
请你接受我的道歉让你做错决定．

从此，　当你没认识过我吧．
忘记给你伤痛的人吧

~*~


课业好繁重，背得我好痛．
从今以后，　我的考试再也没有人为我加油了．
我的心里真的空空的．
心理的寄托也消失了．

所以，　好空，好痛．
不可否认，
我不曾后悔把你住进心里，
但我后悔告诉你．


我的课业，
我的缺点，
 在未来的日子里，
如果有机会相遇，
你会看见更美的我．

因为，
这是我答应你的．
我一定做得到的．

ps : love , you are far away from me .

❀~人生没有意外.

❀~ 奇迹 的珍贵是, 它来得太突然.

19岁了，我真的19岁了。很奇怪的心情，再多一年的时间，我就很快的20岁了。                                                                                进入 2 字头，有点点怕怕的。  

曾经的我，18岁那年，虽然过得很疯狂，但是没有目标， 没有去向，不知所措的虚度青春。                                                       现在不想这样了， 真得很不想……

有了目标，活得更有意义，更完美。

我没有老， 我只是让身体，心灵休息了一年。这不算是借口吧。 

笑一笑， 没有烦恼。加油了！

                                                                                      

感激遇到你

Second week of schooling .
I had lot of homework need to be done .
everyday has one , i can't finish it in time actually .

fortunately , i had done all by now . ^^

主题 ：感激遇到你

其实我的人生来来回回遇到了很多人，有的人走了，有的人留下了。
也许相处的时间很短，可是有时候就是会学到很多东西。
离开的人使我不舍，每天都在提醒自己，提醒一次，痛一次。
是，没有东西是放不下的。
EVERYONE IS REPLACEABLE, ISN'T?

我已经没有太多的感触了，当你自己试着不要想得太多，
让思绪平静一些，你就会很轻松的过着快乐的日子。

我还是我，多了一份自信。
让我觉得对自己的潜力不用质疑，相信自己才是最重要的。

我的过往发生在另一个人的身上，
他告诉我他很痛苦，
对，
的确很痛。
我能谅解，
有人不会心痛那才有鬼！

不过，看开点，
不要想得太多，
自然就会有释怀、解脱的感觉了。


人总不能一直撑着吧，如果朋友当中有个能让你诉苦、撒娇，
真的会很好。
至少有人听到你，看到你。

今天我的成就就是，睡了5个小时的午觉。
现在凌晨1.30am还精神奕奕 。
哇哈哈哈哈哈。


好啦，学生的生活本来就没什么好写，来来去去就是
书本，功课，温习……睡觉而已。

所以就写到这里吧。

ps : i will miss you ,but not hard .

First Week of Schooling

My parents traveled abroad to Guilin , China for 6 day-five-nights .
I was alone at home for the whole week without parents guidance.
On the forth of January , that was the school day started.My parents and
my loving sister forgot about that severe event .
The night before school-reopened , I was alone at home , nervous
and excited . I went to bed at 10.30pm without any calls from my family members .
How sad am I .... Alone facing such incident ,almost had insomnia .

Well, forgot to tell , I'm an Upper Six student now .
I will sit for STPM end of this year soon.
I do not know about others but I really wanna strive a flying colour for myself .
This year will be the last year I have been wearing school uniform attending class in school.
Perform well and achieve distinction grade , graduate with the confidence of my capability .


The first day in school was easy , followed by busy .
haiz...i slept at 11.30pm after half-finishing my mathematics homework.
Steven told me , homework , studying , sleeping were all symbols of a student life .
No more than that , I know they were my responsibility to do well as a student .
I have chosen to be a form 6 student , I think I don't want to be lotus eater some more .

I will be a more optimist than before .This will be my pinnacle in the rest of my live .

ps : 选择了这路，我就不会让自己有遗憾，不会后悔于这个决定。

♪♫ HoLidAy ♫♪

-> I have lost my way this year .
Beginning of the year , my SPM just finished . I rested for 3 months and
after getting my SPM result with 7As' , I rested another 3 months .

In 12th May , I was offered into form 6 in SMK GB. Be honest ,
all my close friends knew I was forced to be in form 6 , as I thought it
wastes time . Well , my fate wants me to be like that , and I can't really
get used to the condition . From MGS to GBS , former was a girls' school while
latter was a co-ex school orientation .



Form 6 class started after first week orientation .For the whole half year, I failed the important science subjects , chemistry and physics . As i said , I had not adapted to the environment . I couldn't even concentrate in my class ,
something had distracted me . Well , i don't know what's that actually .

I dislike reading which i loved before . I just wasted my time hanging round in school , online , shopping , watching tv and so forth .The conclusion was I didn't feel to study .Everything gets my attention away , lazy lotus eater .






Now January2012 is approaching , left one week . next week on 4th Jan will be school-reopened. I have done my preparation well, and even my emotion as well as
physical stability.


I went to Singapore on 15 and 16th Nov 2011, let off my anxiety. I went to widen my knowledge . With my own eyes to view the better lifestyle out there than now .
The demands of living were quite high, as Pang's says, stressful place .
My sis wants me to study in Singapore as she's there .But I'm stil thinking
because everything is now an unknown . The result 's of STPM i don't know .
Its not easy for dreaming . I stress myself lot than my parents do.
I wish to be perfect and end up? Messy emotion distraction.
After I came back , everything i will take into consideration.I have to make up my mind as soon as possible and as positive as possible . 

I suddenly let go what I hold for a year which I reluctantly gave up . After hang out with gor gor and Jackson they all , I just realised I had just released the burden such way, and i don't know how i feel easy .

Next , I went to Genting with my classmates . I gained knowledge through this trip. Useful indeed .

Then , Christmas came .The happiest time in year .
On Christmas eve , daytime we celebrated Giap's 18th birthday .
Night time we went to Portugis settlement countdown-ing Christmas .
I have to wait for a long time to meet these buddies , as they are now in college.
We were all first time celebrate christmas in portugis settlement .
How nice was it ^^Thanks God , may God bless all of you =) sincerely wish.Happy friendship ^^v

Then come the last week of December, lower 6 now is ended.


ps : something that i know , don't pursue , just listen to your heart then everything will be fine . Happy holiday.

*·BoRed*

~*~*~

超帅啦

当然咯，

周杰伦耶^^

~·~·~·~

真的好听呢^^v

下周的星光有李佳薇。

刚刚看星光越看越有fu了~

赞！

放假，

真的够闷。

本来想去唱K,

可是我就是找不到

能唱的朋友。

不是走音就是不会唱。

再来能唱的不得空。

我朋友男生还没有很能唱的，

最会唱只能有李圣杰的key，

唉~

想自己去的，

然后想来想去很闲。

算了啦，

“闲”就击垮我了。

在家算了！

~·~·~·~

其实我刚从云顶和吉隆坡下来，

昨天的事而已。

闲~

跟姐姐去肯定吵架。

唉~

我的人生有了我姐，

一个字

悲~

* “死亡”*

是的，今天想聊的话题就是“死亡”。

很多人都很怕死，包括我自己。

每次和我爸爸在一块儿都让我获益良多。

爸爸这次的话题是死亡，才会让我想写些自己的感触。

对，人自呱呱坠地后将面对死。

无可否认，人生短暂。

爸爸说，现代的时代不同了，死亡也跟上潮流，变得年轻化了。

 -——- 听到这个我好傻眼。可是，想了想，有逻辑。是对的。

当你活到50岁的时候，你就会发现这个世界时可以不需要你的存在。

Everyone is replacable....这句到处都在说。

对，你50的时候，就会面对另一个转折点，

你不再18 ， 不再年轻…… 你会失去的比你年轻时所付出的要多。

你唯一比任何人多的是经验，甚至亲情。

在你不能被社会容纳，你能不承认自己没用了？

到时，你不得不认老了。

到了60岁，不死等什么。

病痛全部都通通来了。

这时，你只有想到吃保养品，保健之类的等等……

可是，太迟了，这时候吃维他命是会加速剪短寿命。

难听一点，

死得更快。

我的主题虽然是死亡，

但是重点是时间。

人死于重山或轻于鸿毛，

谁能够预测自己能活到什么时候。

每一秒都是金钱，

所以，我不喜欢玩耍，和我玩的人赔不起我的时间。

更不用说，他们也配不起。

毕竟尊重自己的生命，也等于尊重敌人的时间。

没有人可以挽留时间，

time and tide wait for no man .

虽然，很多时间的流失，但是只要在最后一秒你能够领悟，

都不算太迟。

因为你的心，没死。

人生还有美好的事情，

每一秒你都能够制造奇迹。

虽然我浪费了时间在朋友，男女相处之仪，

可是毕竟是人类，很难摆脱这些无厘头的情绪，

看得多，也自然想得多。

想通了，就等于zero .

p/s : 凡事都有第一次，everything is difficult before they are easy .

      加油了，18岁完美的天空。

=》以上纯属个人看法 ，请别介意